Wednesday, September 14, 2005
I'll lyk to apologise abt having too much time to blog during the holidays. Actually.. realli got alot of time la.. i just lazy onli.. ahahahaa.. so owell.. nth to do now.. shall just blog abit..
Been hooked to Maple recently.. and during the holidays just give me so much time to play.. Play until sianz sia.. Those who play maple will noe.. one day lvl up nt fun at all.. ahahah.. bt bo pain sia.. addiction liao.. hahhaa.. holidays start oledi.. Dad has been asking me to find a job.. every one in a while.. u find job oledi? u found a job oledi? hahaha.. u tell me everyday stay at hm maple how to find job?! hahaha
Hmm.. so much has happen lately.. realli glad and sad.. then happi again.. then confused.. then sad.. hahaha.. veri veri veri veri veri long story.. wif lotsa short stories.. tt's wad happen when u dun blog regularly.. ahaha.. Well.. alrite.. i shall realli try.
Last wk i tink.. i was moved by the presence of God the most. i dunno.. i rmb during an evangelistic meeting on.. erm.. erm.. thurS! yar.. thurs.. it was led by pastor Yk. lol.. i was made to fill in for the make up choir.. cos it wasn't a formal svc. then on wkdays most members cannot make it.. so bo pian lor. i was notified on wed though.. so ahem* leh.. so late then let me noe.. summore in the nite.. when i'm studying.. lol.. kept me preoccupied for the whole mugging period. lol.. luckily it's econs which i have abit confidence in.. I DUN WANNA TAKE SUP PAPER! thk u.. just wanna make it clear.. lol.. So... on thur, had my paper. maybe the last day u will eva be in the same class as my fren again.. cos every sem must change class.. which is 6 mths. u tell me how to make close frens in 6 mths? ahahah.. took sum fotos wif them.. then went to Pastamania to eat wif frens for the last time.. then owell gdbye i guess.
Then i went to church.. i was utterly late sia.. couldnt' find the lift nearest to Riveria. i tink next time must jalan arnd the church.. hahahaha.. owell.. yar.. at first super ka jiong.. bt then when realli start relaxed sia.. felt peace. heh.
Germaine(Germs!) from my cg share a testimony on how God change her life. it's hard to even imagine tt she used to be an Ah lian who drink liquor all the time.. get drunk.. miss exams cos dead drunk.. throw glass bottles at pple shop.. vulgurities pouring out from the mouth..(LYK ME!! LOL) turn out to be a nice gurl now who is realli on fire for God and mugging realli hard for her Os, wanna get into jc and can now disciple pple lyk me.. Wow.. Amazing.
After tt it was the sermon given my pastor Yk abt the day after tml. First they have a short skit abt how pple was so busy tt they have no time for God. yes.. sum of them r super famous, rich, intelligent, muscular(lol).. Sumtimes.. in the eyes of Man, Christians do turn out to be normal.. average.. even below. bt then, when u r dead, at the crossroads of Heaven & Hell, In God's eyes, u r nt average.. u r Extraordinary. Tt's being different. Frens, let me ask u. Are thr times when u eva tot of wad is gg to happen after u die? Ever wonder whr u will go? So mani uncertainties in ur mind. Maybe u haben tot of it b4. bt i have.
The Day after tml. wad will happen? we dunno. For those tt perished in Sept 11 terrorist attack. Do they noe tt they are going to die? No. The 2 World Trade Centre buildings collapsed at 9am. For those who woke up late, let's say at 9.01am. When they open their eyes, they r at a veri different place. No.. nt at the bedroom. bt at the crossroads. or wad they believe to be. Whr do u wan to be when u open ur eyes?
I do noe sum frens tt r friggin irritated by Christians owaes invite them to go to church. Bt how mani eva wonder y? I, myself is one of them, who is irritated when my frens invite me to church. I often wonder why also. until the day i got saved. They were thr bcos they care for u. i noe tis sounds lyk propaganda.. lyk tt kind of polticians must kiss baby in public and stuff. bt then, As believers of Christ, according to the Word of God which is the bible. those who r saved will be wif Lord Jesus after they pass on, while the others will be well.. in hell. sry if i offended any1. I'm just stating wad's in the word. So, at the end of the day, if u r thinking tt we kip bringing u guys to church bcos we wan to the church to grow and stuff, so it will be 'hip' and 'cool'.. well.. it's nt. it's bcos i care, tt's y i dun wan u to be at the wrong place after u moved on. i dun wan u to blame me for nt reaching out to u when tt happens. i dun wan u to suffer. tt's y i try so hard. it may sound lyk hypocrisy, bt all i wanna sae is, i care. So next time when ur fren reaches out to u, dun tink of them being irritating. tink y they r doing so. =)
P.S. i took arnd a wk to complete tis. in the end. it sounds weird. bt then. yar. tt's wad i realli wanna sae. =)
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