Thursday, July 14, 2005
Hey peeps.. been ages since i last blog i guess.. haha.. owell.. alot has happen lately lah.. then i dun realli feel lyk blogging.. owell.. anyway.. shall give u a quik review of last wk..
1)Exams r over.. and i'm bound to fail.. oh man.. i will definitely regret tis.. i didn't realli put in my best tis times. i was the earliest to leave at all my papers except acct. owell.. hope i pass so i no nid to retake the subjects next semester.. life is hectic.
2) Under depression for sum time.. bt got over it le.. thks to my WG mates. thks u peeps. for being wif me thru tt time.. owell.. i also dunno wad happen.. i just felt tt i'm nt serious wif God.. and thr's so mani things tt God want to use thru me to help my fellow bros and sis of Christ, bt i'm nt capable of doing tt myself. how am i supposed to help others when i am too struggling. yea. Having tots of suicidal at tt time.. bt in the end didn't. Cos i believe tt i'm nt done here yet. I'm nt gg to give up wifout a fight! i'm holding on. yea. besides, i'm sure it's gonna hurt.. haha..
3)Erm.. tok abt financial blessing from God.. i went to meet pastor YK at suntec on thurs i tink.. yea.. he was toking to us abt how we shld plan for the money to pledge for the Arise and build.. then he pray wif us for financial blessings and stuff.. haha.. then on sat when I'm at Evon's hse for cg meeting. then again we prayed tt our offering will be used so we may recieve blessings from God. sure enuff.. after cg meeting when i left Evon hse. my fren called me at asked whether i wanna work on sun. 5.50 an hr. haha.. for 9 hrs! yea.. tis time the job actually came to me.. i didn't realli search for it. haha.. it was to distribute flyers and sell sum top up cards for the banglasdash workers.. haha.. arnd Little India thr.. haha...
4) At Sun. the svc was the best for me during tis few months i guess.. it's the first time tt i actually have interest at the sermon.. it's been long since i last experienced it.. oh man.. i'm missing out alot.. bt.. i'm catching up.. so after svc i went for alittle fellowship and then ran off to work.. skip cic.. hahaha.. it's realli dry lah.. the lesson.. owell.. yea.. i tink i changes discipler le.. no wonder Howard i tink.. become Germaine le.. Oh yea.. welcome! she's just been transferred to our cg.. yea..
5) the work is really tough.. haha.. been long since i last worked.. haaa.. i tink.. erm.. one yr++? nvm.. anyway.. went wif Dj and pong to work.. both of them r sick lah.. nt feeling well.. so both r lyk in a groggy mood. haa.. anyway.. me and Dj were in a grp while super pong is on her own. Dj become my burden.. ahaaha.. he was too sick to do anything.. he was just following me arnd.. haha.. oh yea.. we stumbled upon the RED LITE DISTRICT of Little India.. it was scary man.. we came upon tis alley and then i saw sum1 selling sex toys.. immediately i felt sth was wrong.. bt i continued anyway.. then i was wondering why is thr so mani rooms wif red light.. then thr's alot of banglasdash workers walking inside of the room.. now then i realised y it's called the RED LITE DISTRICT... it actually literally meant tt.. ok.. haha... anyway.. i decided to look also then i realised thr's a postitute standing inside thr.. and it's nt exactly pretty at all.. worse is they wore tubes and sarongs.. haha.. my fren say easier to take off.. time is money! wadeva.. haha.. then they r realli obese for sum.. tt u can c the fats squeeze out from the tight clothes.. eee.... i was wondering the pple thr is realli despo.. even tis kind they also wan.. yuck*.. luckily it was raining so they dun come out to pull customers.. we just ran thru the alley all the way.. heng ar.. i can't imagine if we were pulled inside... omg.. anyway.. Dj worked until 6 when he could no longer make it and went hm.. i went back to the store and become the promoter.. haha.. it's realli bad to speak in the mic, competing wif 2 Indians from another company.. haha.. then i made a few mistakes and tot the bangladash workers the wrong thing on how to use the card.. opps.. i'm gonna get it next wk.. haha.. owell.. oh yea.. thr was so mani bangladash workers surrounding me tt i almost fainted.. felt veri giddy.. besides they have no basic courtesy and keep banging into me or even push me.. i felt lyk an OREO filling.. haah.. it was realli tiring.. end work at arnd 11 sth.. onli to realise the pay is on get on daily basis bt i dun even noe when.. so i have to continue.. drats.. hahah.. then after tt went to have dinner wif pong and Niki mdm.. fragile came dwn also.. haha..
6) so much for the study break.. it shld be called the project wk.. all the projects r dued next wk.. and here i am.. in the csa lab, doing my csa project.. eh.. nt me.. my grp mates.. i'm the liability of the grp.. i just gave them the idea on wad to do.. and until now i haben touched on the project yet.. haha.. it's all them.. so my webby looks kinda girly cos it's done by 3 ladies.. yea.. owell.. bored oledi.. shall continue slacking.. signing off..
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