Sunday, June 19, 2005
Hmm.. just came back from a wonderful day. Had cell grp in the afternoon.. hosted by Sister Shan.. cos Sis Veron is sick(takkiare!) well.. it's abt sum sermon which is veri veri impt.. but i lazy to share.. but it's actually abt yst incident.. i was obviously bearing a grudge on Howard.. but then when we were worshipping God.. i was suddenly reminded abt the incident.. and when i have to choose bwt Tkd and God. who will i pick.. i just started crying.. i dun noe wad overcame me.. as i just told Lord tis..
God, u noe me.
Tkd is my passion.
But U r my life.
U noe well when thr's no passion, thr's no pt of living.
But wifout Life, thr's no pt for passion.
Lord. i am stubborn.
But now,
I just wanna live everything up to u.
If u tink i shld stop Tkd.
I will do it for u.
For i noe i'm nth wifout u.
Crying and crying..
Then force myself to calm dwn.. my mucus were overflowing.. had a flu.. haha.. after tt had the sermon as usual.. it was unusually gd.. when i feel tt the whole cg meeting is for me.. ALLELUJAH! ahaah.. then after cg.. had another tok wif Howard.. we realli thrashed things out.. and we just realli u noe.. understand how each other feels.. yup..
then ok le..
Rushed dwn for svc ltr on.. took a cab dwn.. haha.. it wad abt the same prica as me gg to sch.. haha.. take cab too often.. noe the price veri well.. oh man.. yup.. was actually meeting up wif fatt.. but then cannot find him.. so went wif Yuki and frens.. haha.. svc was awesome! now i realli feel tt we have a veri veri happening church.. wif bold pastors! Praise the lord! i dun noe.. it's lyk waking up veri early in the morning.. but still being able to feel energised.. haha..
Ltr, i went to town. it was the shortest time i spent thr in my entire 16 yrs.
30 mins.. realli broke the record.. come to tink of it when i spent lyk 1 hr just to reach thr. So i just bought a pair of slippers and then i met up wif the ladies and hc. then went to plaza for pool.. haha..
I feeled realli realli blessed tis wk.. and come to tink of it.. i am blessed owaes! it's lyk i had no money last wk after svc. tis wk i have arnd 60 ++.. oh man.. then i'm realli blessed wif such a concerned discipler, Howard! i'm realli grateful. thks Lord.
Oh ya.. Happi Father day DaD! haha.. and Happi Father's day God. I luv u both.
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