Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Hi peeps.. I'm back! Haha.. been long since i blog.. oh man.. i'm so sry.. If it is wasn't for Angel's comment.. i would have totally forgotten abt my blog.. it's been bz lately.. i got too much things at hand now.. church, hmwk, sch and i'm sick. oh man.. since today's APEL lesson is postponed and it's changed to sum meeting which i pon. i shall dedicate wad little time i have to blogging for u peeps. well.. life have been the same.. I sleeping lyk few hrs a day.. i tink 3? 4? oh man.. it's lyk i have to complete my hmwk and chat online.. haha.. too bz.. have to throw away my modem lyk angel.
Well.. i dun tink i can possibly do tt either.. all my hmwk nid to access the Net now.. haha.. owell.. ahaha..
Tis section is dedicated to God, Lord Jesus Christ and u Brothers and Sisters of Christ.
I'm feeling so blessed tis days.. nth big has come out lately, i mean after my breakthrough.. i dun have anymore conflicts wif my dad.. Life's been gd so far.. except for being sick now.
I seem to have received a calling from God, I'm nt too sure. But it seems like God wants me to help His people. His children. Shall write dwn sum things tt happen lately.
On Monday. I saw one of my Catholic frens online.. He was very strong in faith i guess.. as i rmb in sec sch, he was veri strong in faith.. everytime we have an exam.. he will ask us to gather and then he will pray for us.. He's realli nice. And i believe u guys noe tt Catholics and Christians has sum differences.. as sum might add.. misunderstanding.. I found out tt sum of my Christian frens do not truely understand abt Catholic as an religion.. they onli know tt Catholics worship Virgin Mother Mary. sum even had the thinking that Catholics worship Virgin Mary as God! which i noe is absolutely ridiculous.. For i have been in a Catholic sch for 10 yrs.. i been to mass and Catholic church b4.. i noe tt they onli honor Virgin Mother Mary, as their mother.. as in the bible. when Jesus was crucified.. he said to his mother(Virgin Mother Mary), as he pointed to his pple. 'Tis r ur Children.' and then said to his pple. 'Tis is ur mother.' so tt's abt it.. i onli like to point out a few things to our fellow Christians frens. WE, although have different religions, Catholics, Methodist, Christianity.. but we ALL serve one God Almighty onli. Amen? Anyway.. we just tok to each other abt our religion.. helping each other clear abt our doubts and other fellow Sibilings of Christ's qns. It's realli gd to help each other understand.. as we clear our doubts, we also tok abt each other church.. tongues.. and all.. it's realli gd. by the end of the conversation.. we just feel that we noe each other more. and we grown stronger in faith. Allelujah! Haha.. now.. i feel tt it's my duty as a Christian to help my fellow Christians noe more abt Catholicism, so as to clear any doubts and unite us. Ambassador.. haha..
Yst.. i tink tt the Holy Spirit really leads pple wif problems in their faith to come and tok to me. I have sum frens tt i seldom tok to come and chat wif me last nite.. he was feeling dwn and all.. and feels lyk giving up on Christ. And i feel tt it's my duty to strengthen their faith.. as they throw daunting qns at me.. qnsing Christ. sum tt i couldn't even ans. but i tried.. using the Word Of God as my evidence. It was a long battle. but in the end. I won. Wif Christ on my side. as my Teacher. But i believe he didn't lose too.. He grew stronger in faith, and more positive to meet the upcoming challenges.. So we r all winners! u can't possibly lose when u have God on ur side! haha! Allelujah! As i was toking to him, clearing his doubts and encouraging him.. i realli felt the presence of God wif me.. i was able to answer sum of of the qns tt i myself used to have doubts wif. And every now and then as i tok to him.. visions will appear in my mind. And i will tell him.. as i slowly understand myself wad the visions meant. It's lyk God was doing the talking to him, using me as a medium. as he gave me visions, thoughts. wad to write.. how to go abt it. which i knew i didn't noe abt it in the first place.. but as i tok to him.. i slowly began to learn from wad i said. and how truthful is tt.. Amazing rite? I learnt from wad i preach.. haha.. But i believe it's the work of God. and i'm realli grateful to Him. So, i realli hope tt i clear his doubts.. and hopefully. he will open his heart and let the presence of God fill him and light up the emptiness and darkness in his Heart.
Well.. i shall share sum things wif u peeps tt r having tots of giving up on Christ.
in the Bible. we read abt King David rite? he was a man who chases after God's heart. However.. he met wif hardships and obstacles.. when he was young.. he was despised as he was onli a shephard boy.. but he perserved.. and became king.. if u tink his hardships stops thr.. well.. it doesn't end here.. he was chased by his own army.. For 10 yrs! can u imagine how long is tt? they tried to kill him for 10 yrs! yes.. i believe he is feeling the same at tt time lyk u peeps do. but. wad did he do? he hold on to God. for he believed tt God will deliver Him frm his hardships. Even though he dun noe when issit.. he still hold on. and sure enuff. God deliver him frm all tis hardships.
Well.. as u can read from my past entries.. i was feeling the pressure in life.. sumtimes.. i fall dwn realli hard.. and i dun feel lyk walking on anymore. but i owaes told myself to hold on.. it was nth in my heart.. tt can make me continue wif life.. disappointment and failures filled me.. i had nth.. no support frm my family.. all i had was raw faith in God.. and i believe tt he will deliver me frm all tis hardship. i just hold on. and sure enuff. i receive breakthru!
My frens, u have to understand tis. God has nv given up on u. for even u forsake him.. he will remain faithful to u. amen? we will nv noe when is our breakthru.. we will nv noe when God will deliver us frm all tis hardships. but we noe one thing for sure. He is nv gg to give us up! if he didn't give up.. y should u? U just have to hold on.. even thr's nth u can do.. even as u r breaking apart. just hold on.. even if all u have is onli raw faith in God. Frens i tell u. Faith is all u nid. And i believe. The day of breakthru will come! Y wun u hold on? at least u noe tt if u hold on.. u still have a chance. which is an 100% confirmation tt u will receive breakthrus! Y deprive ur chance of being saved? u guys have to truely understand tis. amen? any prob tt u still have.. come ask me.. i will try to clear ur doubts.
Hold on.
Jed walked through the seasons at