Thursday, May 05, 2005
Ok.. In the meantime of waiting to get my hair dry, i shall blog sth.. haha.. hmm. i tink these few weeks have been rather harsh to me.. i dun noe y i keep pissing other pple off, or the vice versa.. maybe i ain't just feeling well recently.. so for da pple i pissed off, i apologise. ya.. tis wk ain't better.. my com recently kena Trojan Virus which i'm trying so hard to delete it wifout reformatting my com, ya. then it also got me a scolding by my dad.. and i tink i managed to piss sum1 off again and my fren bdae on tues. So Bear, if u can c tis.. Pai seh hor. ya.. church ain't tt well either.. i have manage to miss all the cg meetings on tt wk when all my church frens tried to encourage me to do so.. but i realli couldn't go out of house for both times.. so pai seh leh.. then church on sunday.. i was late for church.. hai... then bo pian had to go for the 2pm service wif my sec sch frens.. Let's face it, it's realli hard for me to wake up so early to attend church. my church is at boon lay.. and the chartered bus to my church leaves at 7.30. so i have to wake up friggin early just to catch the bus.. and tt's wad i dun tink i can do it.. pple will tell me tt tis is committment problem. and yes, i admit. it is. but when i went to the 2pm service wif my sec sch frens and my 'sis', i then begin to feel how united they r.. at least they have fellowship after church lah.. lol.. maybe my cg also have but i owaes run away.. lol.. but i feel more at ease wif them ba.. i also dun noe.. oh ya.. cg meeting is also a dilemma for me.. basically.. all my cg mates dun live anywhr near me.. so everytime my cg meeting is held at places tt is realli veri far away and the travelling is taking it's toll.. ya. at least my sec sch frens' cg is basically nearer to me lah.. so it makes going to cg meeting easier.. ya.. i dun noe y i'm starting to compare or wad so eva.. but i believe tt if u mix wif the pple tt u feel more at ease wif.. it's easier to noe God better. Ya, but i'm starting to open up i guess, i'm gonna defeat tis committment problem! ok.. signing off liao.. got karaoke session wif the dreadful voice.. tt's wad she claimed.. lol.. off to town. signing off and God Bless!
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