Sunday, May 15, 2005
Hmm.. Just tot abt tis incident.. so decided to blog it dwn.. it happen today lah.. One of my church frens msg me abt whether i was inviting frens along for 2ml church.. actually ytd we were chatting online le.. and i told him i was inviting one of my fren along le.. so i reply him tt lah.. Then he ask me y nv invite anymore frens.. i ask him how to invite cos my sec sch is a Catholic sch, so most of my frens r oledi Catholics, for ijc.. most r oledi Christians.. Onli a small majority r other religions.. Then he reply tt i shld invite them to noe Jesus more.. cos if i dun help them, who will? i was rather offended by his words. then i didn't bother to reply.
Wad i mean is tt i noe tt it's our duty as a Christian to bring God's children back to Him.. I'm fine wif tt.. but i dun go arnd asking other religions to invite them to church wad.. Summore i doubt they will wanna come.. I onli ask those who r oledi a believer of God, or interested.. then i'll invite them to church. Wad i mean i couldn't force them to come wad.. or convert. Ok.. maybe it's my past experience wif sum Christians tt freaked me out.. shall tell u abt it.
Ok.. i wasn't Christian at tt time.. and thr was tis Christian constantly asking me to church and activities and stuff.. i was realli fed up at tt time cos i didn't wan any1 to restrain me at tt time.. Ok.. Then i slowly noe tt he was constantly doing tt to my whole class.. so their impression of him isn't tt great loh.. so i told myself tt tis isn't the way to bring my frens to God.. they wouldn't want to be pestered..
Anyway.. i was toking to my sec sch frens on msn nt long ago.. they were pretty surprised tt i am a Christian.. Ya.. they also tot me tt they dun realli lyk Christians because they constantly 'ask' them to church and activities to a pt tt it really irritates them.. And I told them tt i will nt be one. So thr it is.. it's because of tis constant 'asking' tt gives Christians a bad name.. Wad i mean is tt they shld want to come themselves.. nt we 'asking' them to come.. I'm just been converted nt long ago.. maybe i dun noe abt tis well enuff.. but God wants onli pple tt wants Him, yearns 4 Him. i noe tis 4 sure.
Btw.. my parents r starting to qns/child me y i go to church and y didn't i ask their opinion when i decided to convert.. i'm often stumped.. wad do u want me to sae? i feel so bad tt i cannot defend myself.. Then my mum also qns abt whether i was wif the gd company ornt.. Tt too.. i can't ans.. i noe tt my cg frens r great peeps, devoted to God. But wad do u wan me to sae? they will nt understand. Summore, i dun realli lyk the idea of inviting pple frm other religions to join.. Wad i mean is wad will they sae? ?Hmm..
Farni... hmm.. signing off.
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