Friday, May 13, 2005
Ahaha.. just finish watching Ami result.. quite shocked at the result tt the 16 yr old kid got out of the competition.. actually also expected lah.. but tis time his performance quite superb i might sae.. bo pian.. Tis time.. competition too strong liao.. Ahaha.. he starting to remind me of Clay Aiken oledi.. Ok.
Anyway, I have just spent my boring morning and afternoon reading my angel's ENTIRE blog(actually nt all lah.. skip dec 2004.. cos old liao), and i found out sum juicy secrets tt i didn't noe abt myself and sum other pple.. ooo.. haha.. then i came across tis section tt my angel put out.. and it realli moved me.. tot i share wif u peeps.
if u and ur younger sister are about to die the next day, and only a heart transplant can save ur lives,
and there's only 1 heart available for years around,
and ur parents are forced to choose one out of u 2,
AND neither u nor ur sis have authority over this matter (meaning u 2 cant choose or discuss or wat),
AND u wud really want ur sis to have it because she's younger and have more future than u,
and ur parents finally decide to let u have the heart,
dont blame them for being biased. dont blame them for loving u more. dont blame them for being cruel. perhaps it's not wat u think. perhaps they love ur sis more than u. perhaps the reason for them to choose u,
is because they believe that,
you have the courage and strength to live on without her.
wow.. tis last sentence realli shook me.. i nv tot tt it's bcos of tis.. anyway, i decided to treat my sister better frm today.. lol.. guilty conscious.. u guys think abt wad i put out earlier.. signing off.
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