Thursday, May 12, 2005
Lol.. for the benefits of u pple.. i edited all the time liao.. so u guys can thk me ltr.. Anyway.. in the end.. I didn't go 4 the confer, or meet mq.. i stay at hm and be guai kia.. lol.. Anyway.. i rmb tt thr is live telecast on chc webby.. so i watch tt confer online.. but i didn't get to watch much bcos my dad scolded me again.. hai.. so i gave up and let him use the com.. it's lyk he got so mani reasons tt i shouldn't use the com.. and he will keep harping on it tt i didn't play a part if the journey of bringing the com hm.. come on.. tt's a stupid reason ritE!? besides tt time it was oledi out of the way so i didn't go to buy the com wif him.. Besides, evern if i did tt.. he will stop me from using by saying i didn't pay for the com or my studies or sth.. COME ON!! Can u nt be so PETTY? All ur reasons r so childish and lame.. it doesn't portray a mature adult who is a father! Can u grow UP!? Pls.. if i went for the confer instead of staying at hm.. i will be so much happier to be in the presence of Lord.. but i stayed at hm bcos i dun wanna anger u by gg until so late at nite.. Couldn't U even understand tis? I'm so disappointed by ur ability to apprehend sum simple information..
Then ltr the day, my mum told me nt to be so crazy over Christianity, But I'm can't stop loving God?! Then my sis came and watch the confer wif me when pple was going to receive The Holy Spirit.. She found it abit fake and when i tried to explained to her.. she just said it's whether u believe or nt tt u can feel the Holy Spirit.. I was stumped by her words.. but i kept quiet on both times.. i whisper the words tt Jesus said when he was dying on the cross and the pple were scorning him "God, forgive them. for they do not understand." Immediately i found peace in my heart.
I'm nt sure y my road to God is met wif so much obstacles.. But, i do believe tt it's a trial frm God to me.. And i going through it wif all my faith to him.. My faith shall nt be shaken again! Signing off.
Jed walked through the seasons at